I like you like LSS

To you:

           Hey. How are you? I hope you are fine. :) It's nearly Christmas and it's getting colder each day. I'm no good in writing romance though I write lots of romantic fictions about my Kpop ego. Okay, so first and foremost, I really do not know how to start this letter of confession. Second, I do not even know if you'll be able to read this. Third, I don't know if you care, or if you even know my name. Do I sound depressed or something? We only have two interactions. Yes, I'm a good counting machine. Are you excited for Christmas? Me? Not, really. It's always the usual ones. Receiving gifts and eating with friends. Okay, I'm more like getting random now. But yes, I'm random.

           Watching you from a far is probably the craziest thing I did, and currently doing. I always learn from my emotions and feelings, those who has faded. Maybe I must be really young for love, I always get curious on hows and whys, not even thinking of whos. Why should I? I always believe that love is not yet appropriate for me, but I just can't stop my heart from skipping thousands of beats for someone who doesn't even know my name. Hah. I mean, no it's not actually skipping of heartbeats, but your presence enlightens the whole of me and give me a wavering feeling, secretly in my mind. And probably in my heart. You're probably curious. I do not know as well. I don't know when all these started, but yes, I like you. OR no, I like the fact that my heart flutters whenever you're around. I like that feeling I just can't explain by words. I like the fact that I like you. And because of that I like you even more. I like you when I see you and now, I like you more even if I don't see you. I hope someday you'll be grateful to me. For what? For liking you.

           If you have a girlfriend then I'm sorry. I doubt that you'll be able to read this but if you do, then you can request for this blog to get removed. I'll do it immediately. Merry Christmas. :) I like you like last song syndrome.PS: Please stop running on my mind. I like you like last song syndrome.

Love,Camille

My Teacher ; My Hero

We find teachers intimidating and strict. A piece of Wikipedia also says:

        And for most students, teachers are heroes.


                           Once, on my way home, I used to wait for my friends from the other section to fix their things and stuff. I stayed in the front of our HE Room because my friend, Joyce was still inside. I was with another friend of mine that time when Ms. Pareja passed by. If I'm going to have a survey, these must be the traits student would answer if I ask them how is Ms. Pareja during class: Strict, serious, SCARY. Well, I know. I admit. When I was in my first year, I really hated her subject. (Woo. It's true. Most of my batchmates, actually.) And some, hated her. (PLEASE. I'm not one of them.) So back to the story, as Ms. Pareja passed by, I greeted her and she smiled then she went nearer and I gave her a slight hug. She then approached me and asked questions about my grades and told me that she heard a news that I got another low grade. She asked the subject. I answered Chemistry and Physics. She laughed a bit, an encouraging laugh and said that those are just easy. I smiled, too and said, "Yes Ma'am. It really is. *blah blah.*" Then she asked me if I have a boyfriend, and I said a big "NO" to her. Joyce then joined in and said that I have a boyfriend from Korea. The great teacher laughed again and said in a serious, concerned voice, "You mustn't be trying hard." I answered, "Ma'am, I'm trying my best, but I think teachers find it nowhere." (I changed some words because the original one might cause some misunderstanding. BUT, I didn't say anything bad. Believe me. LOL.) Then tears started to fall from my eyes.  She laughed again and ignored my tears and say, "If there's a problem, I'm in the Science LAB." I was like "KQNGFAKFLHNAKLAHRGJAK;LSDGRALSGFADGSDGLSGJJAL;GJNMVERIOSTGUJAE[AEGJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" inside. I answered, "Yes, Ma'am. Thank you." Then she left.


                  I can't explain how she touched my heart. But knowing Ms. Pareja, who's a very great teacher, and someone who really is respected even by your scary teachers, and the fact that she almost spent all her life to teach and touch hearts, I can say that it's a great pleasure to hug her, and cry on her care. (Wow words.) I was inspired to do harder that day, though my picking-up skills are really slow and I forget easily the formulas. And even though she said that she's just in a Science LAB if I have a problem, I can't face her. :DD I know that it's my fault for not trying harder and harder. But I'm hoping that someday, I can still meet up with her, and tell her that she's one of the main reasons why I tried hard and got success in my hands.


                I believe that if you won't do your best within your 10 years of studying, you will suffer for the next 50 years or more. So to all teachers, thank you for saving us from that near 50 years of our lives. We are playful, lazy and noisy and we know that it annoys you at some time, and we're sorry if we make you feel unappreciated by not getting the answers right. Please don't be so intimidating sometimes. :) Thank you for worrying about us if we don't understand the lesson very well though it's all our fault and we don't deserve your concern, because you are super heroes. :) HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY TO YOU ALL! :***** Much love.

The Comedy of Errors (Lol what?)

            The play 'Comedy of Errors' by William Shakespeare - is, ofcourse a comedy. Several days ago, my classmates discussed the characters, the plot and everything. My classmates were all good, honestly. But because of the names, it was really confusing, since I'm not really familiar with the language, and how people lived like in the year it was played. And I actually realized how Shakespeare wrote his plays, well, in his own unique way. But it won't change the fact that it was really confusing.

             Uh, so that's all I could really say. I was confused by the characters itself and I wasn't able to finish the discussion. So, hehehehehehe. :DD

TGTNCAE: Thank Goodness There's NCAE

                  A science-inclined student, is usually known for being well trained, and preparedness for new challenges and stages that will soon grab you without knowing clearly. Recently, we had our National Career Assessment Examination, or basically, NCAE. Our adviser told us to calm down for it will help you a lot in choosing your future course, or what you really want to do for the next 50 years of your life. I was thinking about it too much, that I dreamed about it the night before the day of exam. (So, I forgot the dream already. Sorry.)

                  I was looking forward to the final part of the exam, the 200-item test. It's composed of lots of letters S and O. I forgot how it was cold. But I realized while taking the exam that I like radio commentating, cosmetics, though I put lots of "Not At All" or letter D, in the questions. I found some questions funny, too, because I imagined myself doing such things. Eeeeww, those acts would be really awkward if I'll be the one to do it. I'm still thankful that the NCAE had an effect to me, because I personally thought I'll never know what I really want, because I do want EVERYTHING! Thank goodness. Lol.

To be or not to be

To be or not to be, that is the question

Lots of choices, lots of misconceptions

Of all the people to trust

Why, oh why? Do I know you?

To be or not to be, like life or death

I won't do this, many will suffer.

I'll do this, and I won't be able to face the world

Whatever it is, still your choice

To be or not to be, like trees in forbidden forests

To be your friend, to be a stranger

To believe you, or to be someone else

Someone you'll love, someone you'll believe

Speak now or forever hold your peace.

                Language. It has been a part of you for almost, you know, the rest of your life. Imagine how boring life could be, if language didn't exist at all. And I realized, it feels good to have your own language. I mean, look, if you know you're a good speaker of a language billions of people in other parts of Earth do not understand, that's just awesome! I can prove it myself because I feel the same towards Korean people. -.- But for me who gets curious about every little thing, it's cool to know lots of language. I actually, study Korean and German, and looking forward to Mandarin, Cantonese and Vietnamese next year. Hnnnng. Still,  there's this one thing I'm really proud about. It's with me everywhere I go. My good English. (Well, I'm not saying I'm good. But I speak good English and my WHOLE family are like ASDFGHJKL, go marry an American guy. Eh-eh-eh-eh.)

               My father once said to my younger brother, "If you couldn't be good in any subject, do your best in English. It will help you for the rest of your life." (Mind you, he didn't tell me anything about that. HAHAHA.) English is the language everyone use to communicate to anyone in any country, in any part of the world, except for the penguins and polar bears who live like someone in their planets. And for me who loves Language subjects better than recess, being pretty good in English will help me out on enhancing, even if I'm just studying on my own. I will be someone who won't be afraid to speak my mind, use the clean, correct words and touch people's heart.

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